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It’s tough and I still miss and love her, but I’m doing well.
Just gotta move on and try to get over her.. No point in waiting around or feeling sorry for myself.
She means the world to me, but I need to put myself first now.
Tara broke up with me for ridiculous, bullshit reasons I won’t get into, after I flew out to Jersey midweek so I could be there through some stuff going on with her.
I got back to LA, went into the apartment, and pretty much broke down.
My supposed bestfriend doesn’t give a shit about me anymore as she’s shown through her actions
And I don’t know what to do at all right now.
I don’t have the two people I care about most in the world anymore and I feel like less than 10% of the man I was before summer started.
It’s pathetic and I just wanna go to sleep, wake up on December 21, 2012, and hope that what wakes me is the end of the world.
Instead, I’m going to work tomorrow and the day after and pretend I don’t hate the world.
Went to the XGames and had sushi, sashimi, and other stuff for dinner =D
I’ve always liked the biking part of the X-Games :3
And sushi and sashimi are the best things ever.
I don’t think there’s anything more important in any relationship, whether friendships or romantic relationships.
I don’t trust very easily.. In fact, I hardly trust anyone at all.
I’ve let very few people in, actually..
And I’m far from perfect.. I’ve made a fair share of mistakes and have hurt people along the way, but I never expect more from people than I do from myself.
I don’t like being treated like an idiot.. I don’t like people thinking they can hide things from me.
I don’t like being disrespected and taken for granted, simply because I’m very forgiving and they expect I’ll let it go.
There’s never any excuse or reason to lie to someone about something you promised to be honest about. Not one.
And betraying my trust probably hurts more than anything anyone can do.. Because I put a lot of value on trust… Especially from someone who calls me their bestfriend.
And that’s the biggest lie, isn’t it? Sharing something with everyone but hiding it from one person, then calling them your bestfriend? That’s just a load of bullshit any way you spin it.
Ignoring and belittling your so-called bestfriend for a week just so you can continue to be a coward and hide something, so you can continue fucking someone who doesn’t respect you, that’s not how I treat any of my friends, much less my best friend.
The only thing worse than betraying someone who loves you for a guy or girl is doing it after already making a promise that you wouldn’t do it again.
This is why I don’t trust almost anyone.
This is why I don’t get close to almost anyone…
Even the people you thought were going to be there for you when everyone else wasn’t end up betraying you and hurting you.
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Worst week ever and Tara’s gone.
This is my new bestfriend.
This job is gonna turn me into an alcoholic.
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I will eat your soul.
I didn’t believe in zombies before now..